Looking at the fears
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  • Parts 33
  • Time 3h 30m
Complete, First published Aug 03, 2016
Higest rank #114

"What? Are you out of your mind? Why? Why so suddenly? Everything was going so well. What happened so suddenly?"

As if her tears couldn't be held anymore, they started flowing. 

"Jacob it's hard enough for me as it is. Please don't make it harder for me. Please."

Dakota said in an almost whisper. 

"Why are you doing this to me? Why? Please don't go. Please. I need you. I want you."

"I think it's for the best Jacob. Let's just break up and move on with our lives."

Jacob just came closer and brought his forehead to hers and kissed her nose. His hands placed on her jaws. 

"Please don't do this. I love you baby."
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Dakota's life wasn't easy. 
To say that, it was an understatement. 
Ever since childhood she had loneliness. 
Jacob's life was the simple one. 
He never wanted anything but to keep her grandma alive and happy. 
But another wish he had was having Dakota. 
Making her his love. 

Now what happens when dakota meets her secret admirer who had been stalking her  almost all of their school years?
What happens when it turns out that the stalker boy and Dakota end up in a relationship?
Tune in to know about Dakota's story.

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Now that the story is complete, it is under major editing. 
Have fun reading it. 
This was my first book so don't judge me by it. 
I promise,  the next one is more better.
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