Can't Catch A Break (Castiel Fanfic)

"Not only do I not like people, I cannot stand the life I'm living. This was not what I had planned whenever teachers asked me what I wanted to be. Can you believe I wanted to be a doctor so I could help people? I'm helping some people, but not in the way that I wanted. I wanted to be able to help people, have a nice family with a pet, safety, and security. As of right now, I can only do one of those things, and it is the very first thing on that list. I can't even make sure I'm safe, but as long as other people are, I should be happy. Right? Wrong."
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Addyson Taylor finally gets her life back on track, and she's happy after she never thought she would be again. After an incident and abandonment, she prayed, but quickly found that her prayers were going unanswered. She lost faith, found her current boyfriend, and rebuilt everything that had gotten destroyed. She thought she could finally breathe until he comes back, bringing back every memory she tried to suppress.