HE WAS ONCE.. A NERD

I knew from the day I turned him down, I would always be remembering it. Ivan Joshua Cole was one of the most wierdest boys from our class when I was in eighth grade. He had packed lunch everyday, he would wear huge nerd glasses almost covering his whole face and wore suspenders. Well you got that right, suspenders. Our house was right beside each other and our parents were close. My mom likes his mom and my dad likes his dad. But if you asked me back then if I liked Ivan, I would say NO. His mom told my mom that he had a crush on me back then. My mom would force me to make friends with him, I was well.. trying to. We became sort of friends when we weren't in school for the sake of my mother's sanity. After I knew he had a crush on me, I ignored him each and everyday. Finally he had enough and confronted me. He told me that he liked me and he would come back when we were old enough and he would date me. I honestly freaked out and told him that I hated him and that I would never like him. I walked away, I felt guilty and turned to look at him, I saw him crying to himself so I ran back into our house. Since then I never heard of him. Mom told me he left our town and transferred to another school, I felt guilty but mostly glad. I was happy not seeing him and being forced to be friends with him cause it was weird .. UNTIL SUMMER WAS OVER AND OUR JUNIOR YEAR STARTED. Ivan moved back in our town, but something was different, He wasn't the same Ivan. He as now the "Ivan" that was popular and was considered "Hot", well for me he really was. And this time he wasn't got let me turn him down again. - FROM A NERD TO THE TRENDING HOT GUY IN SCHOOL. How awkward can it be for me?