River and June
- Reads 78
- Votes 0
- Parts 5
Ongoing33m
Last published Tue, Nov 8, 2016
Juniper, an extremely quiet introvert, lives in a worn-down home with her unstable grandmother. She is a narrator with a strong, independent mind who is nothing but brutally honest with herself (most of the time). Depression and a mysterious past haunts her daily life. Though her perspective shifts when she meets a young man, named River, who turns her cynical world upside down.
This piece was inspired by JD Salinger's "The Catcher in the Rye", and Silvia Plath's "The Bell Jar."
I do not intend to offend any people in regards to the main characters thoughts, feelings, and reactions. I simply want the story to be realistic to one's personal emotions and what they go through. This story is personal to me, though that character is not specifically supposed to be me. However, some parts of this story will be based upon my own life challenges and experiences.
This novel is in the works, so some things may change throughout development. This may feel like a slow novel for you readers, however every word I write is purposeful for slowly creating something worth understanding. Please be patient. :)
So...listen to something mellow (Ben Howard, Ray LaMontagne, Iron and Wine), indulge in a cup of steaming tea or coffee, snuggle up on your couch, wrap yourself in a cozy blanket, and open the pages to uncover a gracefully raw story.
Enjoy! Please comment feedback! Thank you!
All Rights Reserved
#127
spokenword
Join the largest storytelling communityGet personalized story recommendations, save your favourites to your library, and comment and vote to grow your community.
You may also like
Ice-Cold (Gruvia Fairy Tail Fanfic)
"I don't know HOW I fell in love with you! Maybe...maybe you should've just LET me fall from the Phantom Lord roof that first time we fought. That way, I wouldn't have to feel this pain! You're no different than all the others! I thought you were, though. I thought you had accepted me, something no one else in my life has ever done. But I was wrong! And I can see why you're an ice wizard. BECAUSE YOU'RE SO COLD-HEARTED!!!" These words came from none other than Juvia Lockser, the woman deeply in love with and would do anything for the sake of Gray Fullbuster, and she was now spouting this venom towards the same man. But what could've led up to this? What squashed such strong feelings? As Gray went on a dangerous job one day, he was secretly followed by Juvia, who was concerned for his safety. That day, Gray had been in a dark, mind-consuming mood, and he vented his anger out on the poor girl. Juvia, hurt and broken by his words, runs away from the guild and from him. Once Gray realizes his mistake, it's up to him and the rest of the guild to get their lost family member back home safe and sound. But they will have to get past many obstacles, such as avoiding war between two kingdoms, a well-respected prince that falls in love with the water mage, a terrifying premonition, and a powerful source of dark magic. But most of all, Gray must fix things with Juvia. Will this adventure help him realize his true feelings for the water woman? Will Juvia forgive him? Find out in this book, Ice-Cold, written by SaFireSammi. The question to be answered is: In the end of this tale, will hardships divide the magically-compatible pair forever? Or will it bring them even closer together? Fairy Tail belongs to Hiro Mashima, not me. I own this story. Please enjoy! This is my second WattPad book. #COWAwards2k18Complete
To See Me as You Do
#1 in MeandYou (06/14/25) #5 in QuietBoy (07/09/25) #4 in Quirky (02/24/26) *Mentions of Addiction/Abuse/Mental Health* (Under the process of being rewritten/editted, OGs know what's up) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Before I can help it, I grin ear to ear, and his softened gaze starts to fade. His eyes narrow into slits, "Don't you dare-" "What do you call a fish wearing a bowtie?" Instantly, Sawyer frowns, an unimpressed expression on his face. I smile, grabbing his cheeks and squishing them, "Don't make that face!!! C'mon, you gotta ask!! What do you call a fish wearing a bowtie?" Glaring, he mutters, "We're not doing this shit, Mari-" "Yes, we are!!" I let go of his face, "You ready?!!" "No." "I'm gonna say it." "You better not-" "SoFISHticated." "You're an idiot." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Senior year is coming up, and things seem normal. Friends are doing the usual, family is, well...familying, and life is as is. But after a chance encounter at a thrift shop, everything changes in a matter of seconds. What happens when a broody boy meets a bubbly girl who suddenly brings color to a world he thought had permanently lost it? Well two things occur: 1 - He isn't coping well, a little upset about it honestly. And 2 - He can't stop thinking about HER. And to make it all the worse, she's suddenly everywhere. Even at his school. Started August 2023 - ????
Finally Free
"I need you to be the put together one because I'm so fucked up. You've saved me." He whispers. "Carter, we saved each other." I mutter looking at him through my eyelashes. I lean into him, our lips not even an inch apart. "Sophia we shouldn't..." He looks hesitant. "Please, I need you." I almost started crying. "Please." I mutter one more time, my eyes begging for him. My body needing him. Sophia Carrington. She just moved from New York to California in search of a new life. When her life took a dark turn she's forced to leave everything behind. She just wants to finish her final year of high school, numb to the world, while learning to cope with the trauma she's endured. Carter Marquez. Newly single after being dumped by his girlfriend of two years. After losing his dad in a car accident he's fallen apart. The list of people he trusts is short, he hates letting people in. He's constantly trying to make up for his mistakes of the past, trying to find a new purpose in life. When the two of them collided, they instantly took a mutual disliking to each other. Misunderstandings and a dash of alcohol set a flame between them. Sophia hates the snarky remarks and stupid nicknames that leave his mouth. Carter thinks Sophia is just another trust fund brat. Soon their rivalry begins to dissolve and they learn that sharing the pain of their past can form connections they never thought to be possible. WARNING: This story contains mature topics such as sexual assault and drug addiction. Read with caution. Copyright © by lulustoriesss 2021Complete
𝐃𝐫𝐨𝐰𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐈𝐧 𝐇𝐞𝐫 𝐁𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐝
She's the new girl, 𝐒𝐨𝐩𝐡𝐢𝐚 𝐀𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫 was a joyful child whose wings were clipped too soon. For every lesson she endured, every promise broken every soul she lost, she wears the consequences. Walls have ears, doors have eyes, and she learned too late to beware the man she thought she knew. She learned how it feels to be dead while still walking, to wear a heart that no longer beats and a soul that no longer feels, trapped in a home that seems perfect but hides a world of horrible cruelty. Her scarred mind locked on the boy she thought she could have. He was her greatest hello, her saddest goodbye, the biggest what if she will question all her life. She was the first person he showed his heart to and the reason no one would see it again. He gave her a weapon to destroy him deeply, hoping she would never use it, yet in her hands it felt destined to bruise it. 🕊️ TRIGGER WARNINGS SHALL BE READ🕊️ Read to find out more
Talking Serenity (Completed)
This book conveys philosophy and values for modern issues that undermine today's generation world and their inner voices atmosphere, combined with spices of solitude, cognitions and emotions from a young man that he tries to communicate regarding all its aftermaths and possibilities. Including compendium about daily basis and collisions that he saw through many eyes and theatrical society, which he hopes can become a good reference for those who seek a place for serenity and assessment in a world where life requires everyone to find common sense and confine many voices of speculation. Each chapter in this book possesses a small fraction about his life, which leads to one question...what kind of person he is?. Why is "Talking Serenity" worth reading? 1. Ins and outs of the Modern World's Atmosphere The male character/figure that is told in this writing has a lifestyle background that likes to be alone (Introvert), who loves to observe human relations and tends to be traditional in establishing closeness with other people in his modern world. However, as time progressed, what he had inside of him slowly became worry and indecision in the eyes of many people. The increasing inner confusion of his generation that surrounds his steps in the modern world, of course, is not something that is easily ignored by him as a human being who still acquires traditional values in his soul. 2. Nurturing Culture This writing attaches various possibilities and probabilities to an event in the future when the generation of humans who reign/control today's world do not have good competence, cognition and emotional stability in setting boundaries, respecting and appreciating. The presence of traumatic personal experiences and several clauses related to culture that have been passed down from previous generations, of course, can support the importance of discussing this theme.Complete
Maze
(CURRENTLY REVAMPED!) (The Slices of Life, #1) For years, one thing that had always bothered Serena Wilton is the idea of reconciling with a past friend. Whenever he was around, her eyes rested upon him; whether it was at classes or outside of school. She yearned for those wonderful memories again, but the looming fear just wouldn't let her initiate the conversation. Serena clearly remembered how their paths crossed in that one field trip, and the instant click as they interacted. He was nothing but a sunny friend with such contagious confidence... until that accident. Not only did he turn into someone Serena never recognized, but the relationship they built together, soured and crumbled apart. Even so, perhaps her plans can actually work if she's willing to push that stupid anxiety away and speak a word or two. Piece of cake, right? Rating: R+15 *** Updates: Irregular This book contains anime/manga illustrations (all drawn by me, unless stated otherwise) and sensitive topics such as depression and grief. 🎖- YARomance - Semesters of Love 🎖- Official Anime Profile - Light Novel 🎖- Official Teen Fiction Profile - Soul Deep 🥈- Undiscovered Writers Awards: Light Novel 🥈- Spotlight Awards: Teen Fiction
Into the Velvet
*EDITORS' CHOICE 2021*After falling for her senior year teacher, Louise learns a harsh lesson on what adulthood isn't. Louise has some trauma to unpack. Heartbreak's a bitch, and her first relationship had been anything but normal. Thinking herself mature for her age, her affair with Mr. Cain started swooningly well. Except things ended quite abruptly. It's a lot for a seventeen year old to handle. But who's really at fault for what happened? Who even is Mr. Cain, and what is he hiding? From the wreckage of her naivety and self-esteem, can Louise save her friendships and rebuild herself? Our love songs aren't telling the whole truth. How can this be? In this tale of vulnerability, adolescence and painful reckoning, the arrogance of youth demands a price. * "'You're what, Louise?' he asked. 'You're sorry? What am I supposed to do here? How can I turn this around? How can I tell you that everything you want and feel is reciprocated, when I have to go back to work and pretend none of it happened?' 'I don't know the answer!' I cried. 'Neither of us do.' I threw my hands up in defeat. He caught them before they could fall. 'But how do I go back to living without your words?' His voice became a whisper. He squeezed my fingers tightly, closing his eyes and bringing them to his chest. 'I need how you make me feel, Luiza. I need it to feel alive. I won't stay away. No one's made me feel this good before. And I can't stand myself for wanting what I want. What do I do?' I was a violin bow on the verge of splintering. Every inch of me pulsed with an ache that began from the marrow of my bones. Fate had brought us here. At this crossroads of ours, there were a hundred different choices to make. A thousand different lifetimes to choose from, stemming from and decided entirely by my next choice. And in the end, I chose incorrectly. I held his face between my hands, feeling the echoing pulse of his skin. I brought his face to mine. I kissed him."Complete
Finding Death.
Rain Livingston is a perfectionist. They say she's a goddess. They say that she's a master in the violin. What they don't say though is that she wanted to die. She wanted to die before she got lost in the world of music. But what if the pain returns again? What if Rain carries on her journey of Finding Death, again? Caspian Hernandez is the heartthrob. They say that he's a player, a rude and inconsiderate person . They say he's a prodigy in football and is sure to take the team to internationals. What they don't say is that he has a soft spot. A soft spot reserved for those closest to him. A tender and vulnerable side to him which makes his confidence melt. But what if he's the reason for Rain's pain? What if he's the reason for her Love's Sorrow? ------------------------------------------------------------ "I love you Rain!" "You're not going to run away again right?" "Never!" He growled and stole a kiss from my lips. ___________________________________________________________ An emotional rollercoaster narrated by the most unexpected. Read to find out if Rain is successful in her journey, or if someone else is instead? Follow them in their journey of Finding Death. A story filled with emotions, love, funny moments and unexpected revelations. Warning - contains scenes depicting self harm and violence, proceed with caution. ---------------------------------------------------------Complete
Borrowed Time Part 2
**THIS IS THE SECOND PART OF BORROWED TIME, PART ONE IS ALREADY ON MY PAGE!** Juliette Smith is aware that everything she does is on borrowed time. Her popularity, her relationship with her father, with her friends... all of it is on borrowed time. Her existence as she knows it is so fragile. With the revelation of one secret, all of it could go up in flames, but there's never been any reason for her to disclose it, and there has been every reason for her to hide it; it protects her image. Esme Panchak is, by definition, a poison to her image. She is everything that Juliette isn't. She's undermotivated, crass, and unapologetically her own person. She's everything that Juliette has trained herself to loathe, and everything she has successfully avoided for three years... but she's enchanting, enticing. Whenever they're together, she can feel her grip slipping bit by bit. So, when Juliette ends up stuck with Esme as her lab partner, she realizes just how quickly the secrets she's trying to outrun can catch up with her. Haha had to split it into 2 parts... APPARENTLY Wattpad only allows for 200 chapters per book, silly me, silly me.
𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐃𝐲𝐧𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐲 𝐖𝐞 𝐁𝐮𝐢𝐥𝐭 | 𝟏𝟖+
Maya applied pressure to my wound. I hissed from the pain. "Stop fucking around." She rolled her eyes at me. Maya finished tending my wound, wrapping it with a bandage. As she got up to put the first aid away, I stopped her. My thumb rubbed against the cool skin of her hand. I pulled her to sit on my lap. My fingers ran through her hair. "You're doing it again." I ignored her, sinking my chin into her shoulder. "I have no idea what you're talking about." I placed small pecks on neck. Her breathing turning heavy. "Stop. Someone could walk in." "And? You think they want to watch? Shit, I would." _____________________________________ ~Maya Castillo~ Escaping her traumatic past, Maya and her brother, Santiago, run to New York. In hopes to run her family business one day along side with her brother, she takes a college program at NYU. But when a anonymous person threatens her, Santiago turns to a past trusted friend. His price for protection? Her. ~Noah Slade~ In Manhattan, Noah is feared around the entire city. New York bows to his feet. He works in multiple businesses and is known in the mafia world as well. When a old friend from high school comes to him for protection, he comes face to face with his friend's sister once again, knowing exactly what he wants in exchange. ~ H I G H E S T R A N K S ~ #6- badass 8/24/2022 #8- ongoing 10/31/2022 #6- maya 5/3/2025 #1- maya 5/4/2025 #5- enemiestolovers 5/8/2025 #5- interesting 5/14/2025Complete
"I don't know HOW I fell in love with you! Maybe...maybe you should've just LET me fall from the Phantom Lord roof that first time we fought. That way, I wouldn't have to feel this pain! You're no different than all the others! I thought you were, though. I thought you had accepted me, something no one else in my life has ever done. But I was wrong! And I can see why you're an ice wizard. BECAUSE YOU'RE SO COLD-HEARTED!!!" These words came from none other than Juvia Lockser, the woman deeply in love with and would do anything for the sake of Gray Fullbuster, and she was now spouting this venom towards the same man. But what could've led up to this? What squashed such strong feelings? As Gray went on a dangerous job one day, he was secretly followed by Juvia, who was concerned for his safety. That day, Gray had been in a dark, mind-consuming mood, and he vented his anger out on the poor girl. Juvia, hurt and broken by his words, runs away from the guild and from him. Once Gray realizes his mistake, it's up to him and the rest of the guild to get their lost family member back home safe and sound. But they will have to get past many obstacles, such as avoiding war between two kingdoms, a well-respected prince that falls in love with the water mage, a terrifying premonition, and a powerful source of dark magic. But most of all, Gray must fix things with Juvia. Will this adventure help him realize his true feelings for the water woman? Will Juvia forgive him? Find out in this book, Ice-Cold, written by SaFireSammi. The question to be answered is: In the end of this tale, will hardships divide the magically-compatible pair forever? Or will it bring them even closer together? Fairy Tail belongs to Hiro Mashima, not me. I own this story. Please enjoy! This is my second WattPad book. #COWAwards2k18
More detailsContent Guidelines