Nostalgia

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Reads 218
Votes 14
Parts 15
Time 1h 26m

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nos.tal.gia

näˈstaljə,nəˈstaljə/

noun

A sentimental longing or wistful affection for the past, typically for a period or place with happy personal associations.All Rights Reserved

dan death depression ending fluff happy howell lester major no phandom phanfics phil travel traveling

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