Nostalgia

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Reads 214
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Parts 15
Time 1h 26m

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nos.tal.gia

näˈstaljə,nəˈstaljə/

noun

A sentimental longing or wistful affection for the past, typically for a period or place with happy personal associations.All Rights Reserved

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Dan Howell is your stereotypical popular kid. Phil Lester struggles with depression and lives in an abusive home. When the two meet, Dan assumes Phil is just another kid for him to pick on. It turns out to be a bit more complicated than that. Will Dan and Phil be able to help each other get through their hardships, or are some people just too far gone to fix? - TW: Self harm, suicidal thoughts and/or actions, homophobia, car crash, death, abuse (message me if you need clarification) - Started: 12/26/15 Completed: 6/28/17

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