saudade - a nostalgic longing to be near again to something or someone that is distant, or that has been loved and then lost. ; "the love that remains"
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Saudade is a deep emotional state of nostalgic or profound melancholic longing for something or someone that one cares for and/or loves. Moreover, it often carries a repressed knowledge that the object of longing might never be had again.
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FYI English isn't my first language and I'm not the best writer so I'm sorry if I make any dumb mistakes. Also female Y/N, sorry 😩