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Pain

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Reads 417
Votes 5
Parts 33
Time 1h 2m

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cutting drama insecurity love mentalinstitution pain problems story teen thriller

Avalon is an depressed girl. She cuts herself, lives in pain, gets bullied, raped, her parents dropped her in a mental institution. She tries to live a normal life, changes school and met a boy who changes her life. She gets populair, changes her style, her way of living, her way of thinking. This story is about the pain of cutting, mentally and physical, about what impact cutting has to people who really care, in the moments u hate urself that much. 

//some parts of this story might be offensive or triggering, do not read if u feel triggered//

•this story is based on the true story of a girl in an institution, i'm here to write her story. Some people of this story really exist, some are just invented. i just changed some parts•


| love you all! X james|
For Lamia, Joke, Romanne, Maxime, Fleur, Emmely, Freya, Amy, and especially Katherynn (it's based on her story) thanks for telling me your story! ❤️All Rights Reserved

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