Bertholdt doesn't really know what life is.
He's come to that conclusion after Reiner, his childhood friend and now husband, began his affair months back. Inseparable as children, smitten as adults, and now broken as newlyweds. However, Bertholdt won't leave. Yes, it hurts unbearably. Yes, he can barely trust anyone anymore. And yes, any sane person would have left ages ago. But he couldn't, he won't, not when his entire life rests in the palm of the man he thinks he still loves.
Maybe Bertholdt doesn't really know what love is.
Reiner's sorry.
He's a sorry excuse for a husband, he's a sorry excuse for a human being, and he's just so sorry. That's all he's ever been able to do. Apologize and try to hold his world order together for just a little longer. If it weren't for forces outside of his control, if it weren't for people he couldn't control, then it wouldn't have come to this. But that's a terrible excuse, and guilty people shouldn't give excuses.
So all he can do is hang his head and apologize.
❦ (DISCONTINUED)
➜ ❝𝐖𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐌𝐀𝐊𝐄𝐒 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐊 𝐈'𝐌 𝐉𝐔𝐒𝐓 𝐀 𝐔𝐒𝐄𝐋𝐄𝐒𝐒 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐃?❞
❝𝐇𝐄 𝐖𝐀𝐒 𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐃 𝐁𝐘 𝐂𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐀𝐈𝐍 𝐋𝐄𝐕𝐈 𝐇𝐈𝐌𝐒𝐄-❞
❝𝐒𝐎? 𝐇𝐄'𝐒 𝐉𝐔𝐒𝐓 𝐀 𝐊𝐈𝐃!❞
➜ ❝𝐈 𝐦𝐚𝐲 𝐛𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐠 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐈'𝐦 𝐩𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐟𝐮𝐥 𝐞𝐧𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐚 𝐬𝐨𝐥𝐝𝐢𝐞𝐫.. ❞
➜ 𝐀̲𝐎̲𝐓̲ 𝐱̲ 𝐌̲𝐚̲𝐥̲𝐞̲!̲𝐂̲𝐡̲𝐢̲𝐥̲𝐝̲!̲𝐑̲𝐞̲𝐚̲𝐝̲𝐞̲𝐫̲
・*:.。. .。.:*・゜゚・*☆
Will include spoilers from season 4 if you haven't watched it.
➮ There will be no romantic love between the characters and the reader (since the reader is a child), this is platonic love not romantic.
➮I do not own attack on titan/shingeki no kyojin, they belong to Hajime isayama
➮I do not own the characters in attack on titan/shingeki no kyojin, they belong to Hajime isayama
-N3KOMA