dear diary ☠ phan [done] {sequel to 'notes'}

dear diary ☠ phan [done] {sequel to 'notes'}

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MatureComplete Sun, Aug 28, 2016<5 mins

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dan is dead. phil is depressed. {sequel to 'Notes'} *lowercase intended* •trigger warning• [COMPLETED ON AUGUST 28, 2016]

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