Trapped//Phan
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Complete Tue, Aug 21, 20182h 31m
It's kind of hard to walk out the room of depression when there is no door.
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#23 in #phan
#137 in FanFiction
#756 out of 1000+ in #suicidalthoughts (not exactly the best thing to have a ranking in)
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