Forgotten Love
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Ongoing7m
Last published Sat, Aug 26, 2017
Random poems and other junk that I wrote and wanted to share. Yes, some things may seem contradictory, but please ignore that. I wrote most of these poems based on what I was feeling at the time, and plus, I don't think someone really totally gets over depression.
I'm not trying to make people feel sorry for me, nor am I trying to make myself look like a miserable butt who's only seeking attention. These poems I wrote when I couldn't express myself in any other way. I want to try and connect to other people who may be feeling this way. I want them to know that they are not the only ones out there, and to never give up.
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