This was never meant for public eyes. It was merely a means for me to get out all the pent up emotions towards my father. This piece of my writing is something very personal, and are the words I wish I could speak to my father.... I know many people out there have had similar problems, and I hope that this may act as a voice for their emotions as well. Please feel free to comment on it, and if people dislike it, I shall gladly remove it under your request. Thank you for the time you are taking to read this, and I hope you enjoy.