Happiness with him

A man that will always be with you, a man that will treat you well whenever you have your mood swings, a man that will hold your hand and keep you safe whenever you cross the road, a man that will make your heart beats fast and a man that cannot love you back.

It started with the word I miss you, and it ended up to falling in love. A kiss that was intended to test if he loved me back. It was just a smack that turned out to be a french kiss that I will never forget. It was just a playful kiss that turned out to be a memorable experience. I never thought that he will kiss me back and it was not just once or twice, I really don't know how many times did he kissed me that night. I would want to tell him that I love him but I can't. We were in a situation where we are not allowed to love each other. But how can you prevent yourself to love? Can you teach your heart, who to love? Can you tell your brain to not think about him?

Will it be better if you will stay away from him or it will be best if you will stay and let your feelings fade away?