Je hais l'amour, il nous rend faible, il nous détruit, nous tue à petit feu, sans que l'on puisse s'en apercevoir, l'amour est éphémère, un jour il s'arrête et ce jour là on ne s'y attend pas. L'amour est comme la vie, il y a un début puis une fin, et le début et toujours mieux que la fin.
Je m'appelle Cassie, Cassie Jonhson, j'ai était adoptée étant enfant, juste après ma naissance, je ne sais pas d'où je viens, ni qui est ma véritable famille, mais la seule chose que je sais c'est qu'à ma naissance je portais une chaine autour du poignet, où était inscrit Serena en diamant, j'aimais me répétait ce prénom, après tout même si j'ignore à qui il appartenait, c'était la seule chose qu'il me restait de mon passé.
Au fond de moi j'ai toujours eu ce sentiment étrange, ce sentiment d'être différente, de me cacher derrière quelqu'un que je ne suis pas, mais pourquoi ? L'unique moyen de répondre à mes questions était mon passé, mais je ne me doutais pas que la tâche serait aussi complexe...
( Book Two of the Love Series | I don't recommend as a standalone, but can be read as one. I tried my best to provide information that was missed from the other book.)
A phrase like 'I love you' is something people don't mean. They don't put their heart into that statement. They don't say it with promise. The looseness in the meaning those four letters held made my heart doubt their commitment. You can love your mom. Love your best friend. Love the way a hot shower feels after a long day. Love a man who cheats on you. So yeah, go ahead and say you love me...See how far that gets you.
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Knox's eyes raised to meet mine, "Tell me what you want from me."
I breathe heavily as my mind clouds with pleasure. Leaning up a little, I motion for him to come closer. He obliged as I wrap an arm around his neck, pressing my forehead to his.
He was about to kiss me again, but I gave a soft tug to the side causing him to fall to the bed. A rush of air left him as he lay flat on his back now. Taking advantage of the shock that delayed his response, I tossed my leg over his waist as I settled myself on top of him. Knox sat up a little on his elbows, letting out a groan as I shifted my hips over his.
"I want," I leaned down, smiling in satisfaction as he allowed me to press him further into the bed, "For you to sit back and let me use you to get myself off." I was inches from his ear now, "Would you let me do that?" Out of the corner of my eye, I could see a smirk making its way onto his face.
Knox raised his hips slightly pulling another moan from me, "Use me for whatever you desire, sweetheart." Sealing it with a kiss to my neck.
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Unedited Version. Current word count: ~ 30k+ (not all has been published)