The Way I See And Think
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"A Fake Simile"
People say that I am wired because I sad all the time.
But I think putting a fake simile is better don't you think.
So no one can see the pain and sadness that live in my heart.
But when no one is looking I get rid of fake simile and lock myself in my room.
So I can let tear fall down my face
As a blade slice thought my skin that pain start to help me forget about life. As the blood start to fall down my arm and that tear mix together it make me happy.........
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