Nothing But Trash

[[Ulquiorra Fanfic, LONG Hiatus potentially discontinued]]
Suki was a small hollow when her only happiness was ripped away from her--killed right in front of her, really. Since then, she'd vowed to kill the hollow who'd destroyed her and would stop at nothing to achieve the strength it required. In search of this power, she accidentally stumbled into the Menos Forest, and hasn't regretted it since. Knowledge and power, friendship and a killer reputation--she had it all. Until he came. He defeated her. He embarrassed her in front of hundreds of Adjuchas. He destroyed her reputation. And for that, she would kill him.
"Be careful Ulquiorra Cifer. I promise, I will kill you."
But words are cheap and actions speak much louder, no? Will Suki be able to live up to her promise, or will she die first?

And who's hands will her blood stain?
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I slammed the door shut as tears streamed down my face. I crumpled the stupid note and threw it onto my desk. He lied to me, he told me I meant something to him... He told me I was special, he told me that I wasn't just...
Just trash.
"To think I actually believed him..." I laughed, my heart heavy.
My eyes scanned the room, memories flying by. So much happened here. I paused when I saw the crumpled up note lying on my desk.
No, I'm not reading that stupid thing. I shook my head and shoved my head into my pillow as I sobbed. My body moved on its own, though, as I picked up the note and unfolded it.
"No.... No..." I took a couple steps back, shaking my head. "NO! This... This cant be!" I shouted as the tears came down again, this time with more power.
I threw the note onto the floor as I ran out of my room and darted up the stairs, the tears pouring faster now.
No!