Remembering to forget

Tears roll down my cheeks as I flash back to that night. "Run Amy!" Andrew urged "I can't leave you like this!" I said panicking, as blood oozed out of his leg and chest & I kept trying to stop the heavy flow, "Amy you have to go, now!" he whispered as Gale's footsteps approached us. "I'll be back Andrew" I whispered to him before running off to get help. I can't believe it's already been a year, I can still hear his screams of pain behind me, how could I have left him? I shouldn't have left him there, he shouldn't have even been there! No one dares to talk about Andrew anymore, dad can't even hear his name without lashing out and mom just starts sobbing. By now the tears were coming down like a waterfall, I missed him so much. It was my fault, and my father resented me for it.