Making Taylor
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Last published Fri, Sep 16, 2016
When we were young, everyone had a beautiful painted pictre in their minds of what life was going to be like. Every little girl wanted to have their prince and happily ever after, more or less. And every little boy wanted to become austronauts or police officers or something of the sort.
Now remember that one day when you wake up in the morning, it's almost noon, and you have the sudden realisation that things aren't going to be the way you thought. You're a teenager now, and you aren't going to be a princess or queen, or be able to go to mars, or even be a piece of cheese.
Now imagine, or remember for some, that same day when you realized on top of all that, that you weren't going to be anything like how you wanted to grow up. That you were not the average Snow White and Prince Charming tale, or Little Mermaid Ariel.
Adam and Eve? Please, try Adam and Steve.
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This book is a mashup of several diary/journal entries that I've been writing as I go through my journey through exploring my sexuality, gender, and life in general. For all of those kids who are still finding themselves, don't give up! There are so many more like you who are all in the same boat. A lot of people don't understand how hard it can be for and on a person who is trying to find themselves. I want readers to be able to have someone to relate to, hear someone's story who's just like them, learn a few tricks of the trade, get advice from someone who understands, and realize that life is not as easy as we dream it up to be.
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