Infected with Darkness - Thoughts & Feelings
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Last published Mon, Jun 21, 2021
A look inside of my mind and how Depression and Anxiety plague my thoughts and feelings.
For those who understand.
For those who want to understand.
❗️-Trigger Warning-❗️
• Dark thoughts/themes
• Mental illness
• Self-harm
• Substance abuse
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