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Infected with Darkness - Thoughts & Feelings

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Reads 296
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Parts 35
Time 8m

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A look inside of my mind and how Depression and Anxiety plague my thoughts and feelings. 

For those who understand.

For those who want to understand.


❗️-Trigger Warning-❗️

• Dark thoughts/themes

• Mental illness

• Self-harm

• Substance abuseAll Rights Reserved

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