Different.
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Last published Tue, Aug 9, 2016
I didn't belong.I knew I didn't. All of the other girls were just different from me and they know it. Whenever I walk past them I am tortured with horrible stares and comments.Yet I just ignore them.Let them treat me like that.But I can't help who I am and I don't want to be someone I'm not.I wish they would just respect me for being me!But that won't happen will it.I spent most of my time hiding in the corner locking myself away from the outside world. Hiding my face with my long brown hair. I don't think they realise all of the pain they cause .with every word or curse that comes out of their mouths.Sometimes I wonder why I was put on this world.What the point of life is. What the point of me is. Was I just put here to suffer? I don't know what my purpose of living is but the more flashbacks I have,the more heart breaks I remember and the more pain that hits me I wonder why I am living...
So all though none of you will care , goodbye
BANG...
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