IN PROGRESS
Based on a true story.
At the age of twelve, Ana had survived a traumatic brain injury. Although, at the time she didn't know the extent of her injury because of neglect from doctors at the ER. Because of this, Ana's brain suffered permanent damage. Join Ana on her journey towards to recovery and the acceptance of her new brain, battling struggles, set backs, and neglect along the way. Learn about her life before the injury as well as after. Will Ana be able to feel her old self again? Or will the Ana she once knew be only but a foggy, distant memory?
SAMPLE READ:
(From Part Three: The Reborn)
It's dark, everything is dark. Then I open my eyes. It feels as though you're waking up from a deep sleep. You just had a confusing dream, and now you're awakening to reality for the first time. Your vision is blurry as your eyes are adjusting to the light. But, it's not your bedroom you see. It's not your nightstand, sun kissed walls, or morning beauty. Instead, it's blurry blobs of people standing all around you, looking down on you as if you had just awoken from unconsciousness. Oh wait, I was unconscious. What happened? How long have I been out? What is this deafening ringing in my ears? I can't hear anything. Anyone! Even though I know they are talking to me. And why does everything have fuzzy edges? What are all these rainbow colours and crystals everywhere? Oh God, am I on drugs? No, I can't be... Holy crap! Am I dying?!
Then you feel the pain. Oh God! It feels as though the back of my head has sunken in, pulsating in pain like an ice pick jabbing at my skull and made its way through to my brain. Please, make it stop! Wait, where's my body? I think for a moment. Oh... It's attached. Thank goodness.
The blobs of people part at one side. A larger, taller blob breaks through. As they bend down they become more clear. Dark brown hair, just past shoulder length, and tied neatly into a pony. Long face with glasses. I know who this is! Oh yes, help me, please!
She hated them.
They loved her with everything in them.
The universe truly has a sick way of telling you it's there, doesn't it? From being kidnapped to being abused, that was all Arabella saw in life. It was all she ever knew. They tell you to keep fighting but sometimes you realize... you were just a child.
Now she's built herself up using her pain as the next step to her strength. She's learnt how to strive forward even as her past haunts her mind crawling up her back every passing second.
That is until the first 7 people who only ever brought her pain find their way back into her life. She has no way to let go of her past when they come right back to her.
The world showed her no mercy in it's ways so why should she.
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I let out a small sigh wanting more of this. I wanted to be held like this whenever I felt broken. Feel the way he puts me back together in his arms. It ate at my heart and I could have sworn I felt a feathery kiss on my head. It was as if he could hear my thoughts and was kissing them away for me. Slowly he lets one hand go, the other staying around me as he brings my chin up to him gently wiping my last tears as more fill my eyes. He sees this and his eyes look... crumbled.
If you feel this way then why can't you choose me, Dominic.
I shake my head from his hands wishing to step back but he pulls me back to him a pain filled groan leaving him.
"Just one more minute. Please." His body shook and I brought him closer, feeling our pain become one. Our hurricanes of minds pull away even for the smallest time letting us stand together as one in each other's embrace.
He was it for me. But I wasn't his.