Fighting to Survive
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Last published Wed, Dec 27, 2017
Nia Brooks
She has been struggling for too long against herself until she broke into a million pieces. But she can't ask for help, no one would understand the real truth behind her broken soul.
Ryder Evans
He has lived situations no kid should ever experience, not so young. He had to fight for himself until he couldn't deal with everything anymore, that's when his heart became colder than ice.
What if they cross paths? What if they are the only people who can take down each other's walls? What If they are the only ones who can help themselves to heal their wounds? What if they are each other's last hope to save their souls from the darkness they are in?
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WARNING!!!
This story talks about self-harm, eating disorders, hard self-hate and destructive thoughts. DO NOT READ IF YOU GET EASILY TRIGGERED!
This also contents mature scenes and strong language.
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