•My angel• (A Castiel x Reader fanfiction)

•EXTREME WARNING. THIS HAS MATURE AND TRIGGERING CONTENT. IF YOU CAN NOT HANDLE SELF HARM, SELF DISCRIMINATION, DEPRESSION AND OTHER MENTAL HEALTH PROBLEMS TURN BACK /NOW/. IF YOU DO NOT LIKE READING SEXUAL CONTENT TURN BACK /NOW/ FOR THERE WILL BE LIGHT AND HEAVY SMUT IN THIS FANFICTION. THIS FANFICTION ALSO CONTAIN DRUG ABUSE. IF YOU CANT HANDLE THAT. /TURN BACK NOW/. Thank you.•

(Y/N) (L/N) was the exact opposite of a regular girl. She was raised into killing monsters you wouldn't even dream of being real. Soon after her family passes away in a fight when she was twenty. She meets the Winchesters on a job in her town and joins them.

(Y/N) also had many mental problems. As being born into this job she has a lot of scars from battles and her father getting angry when she fails to do a task properly. She was always labeled as a /freak/ and /disgusting/ sometimes even know as an /it/ or /that/ causing her to grow up with crippling depression and anxiety as well as a addiction to self harm. Aswell as a past addiction of alcohol and other drugs.

Her self esteem is at an all time low. She covers herself as much as she can. Almost always wearing only monotone colours. Hiding herself away from the world.

She's never really cared about anyone but her mother and the Winchesters. But that didn't count as fallen in love with someone. Which she didn't mind because she never thought anyone would love her.

But everything changed the day she met Castiel.