Unreachable Love

Hi I'm Margo. Bully, 17 years of age, nerd and a book lover. At the age of 15 and exact to my birthday..There's a guy who confess about his love to me but I rejected him. After 3 months he got my number and text me but I didn't reply. Until we met on church and told me that "Hi ate" Shit! A young man loves an old woman isn't that disgusting?...... Yes I FALL to him but not that exactly....I didn't even kissed him or make loved with him. But when he told me that "Ate can we stop this?" my whole world turned to blue and cold then. I didn't even know how to move on. Is it my fault?