The sketchbook of abandoned poetry

Did you ever wonder how an abandoned sketchbook would look like, and what kind of poetry poetics trash or hide? I'm not a professional poetic, but i've written poetry for a long time - i've never published anything, so this is basically all of my poetry in one "abandoned sketchbook" while in reality i didn't trash a single poem. I'm just too shy to publish. Prepare yourselves for mind blowing.