Deep, Dark, and Depressed
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Last published Thu, Sep 5, 2013
Dose anyone really know what's going through someone's mind? Some actually may be happy, but most are faking a smile just trying to get through the day. At night do they cry themselves to sleep or slit their wrists until numb. Isabel has had a hard life from the beginning. Isabel's mother Stacy died when she was only at the age of six. Her dad Michael took Stacy's death pretty harsh. Michael began drinking and soon was never sober. Isabel raised herself from the age of six to the age of seventeen. What will happen when her father sells her to five boys as a personal sex slave. Will this be Isabel's breaking point or will she make it through this hell.
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