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He darkened his hair with the gloves that came with the kit. Running his destructive fingers over his head. How could he be so reckless? Shaking his head as if for a split second he thought that would rid the terrifying thoughts that swam through it. Maybe the dye will kill his thoughts? If only it were that easy. Defeated Phil Lester runs from his past life hoping to find a peaceful new beginning. He is greeted by a quaint coffee shop nestled in the middle of a quiet town constantly plagued by rain. Soon he sets his eye on Dan Howell a young boy with an appetite for poetry and a hand for art. The fire in his eyes is unmistakable and Phil just hopes his blue sea will not drown the flames.

dan is an introvert. a blank sheet. phil is an enigma. a mystery. what happens when the two become neighbours? pastel!phil x dan This is just my phan version but you should check out @saltiestblueberry 's TomTord version‼️

completed~~ Dan Howell is admitted into the Manchester Eye Mental Hospital after his attempted suicide. He gets roomed with a boy named Phil Lester, but he doesn't talk much. Not at all actually. Dan decides to make it his personal mission to make Phil talk, but focusing on someone all the time can make you lose yourself. ------------------------------------------ mentions of self harm, suicide, multiple mental illnesses, etc ------------------------------------------ deranged (a.) mad; insane

'don't do that. don't act like you care. i might do something stupid, like open up to you.' {or the one where phil has a photographic memory and dan is telekinetic} STARTED - 11/12/16 COMPLETED - 16/02/17

*COMPLETED* When Phil moves from a small village school to a new one in the suburbs, all he wants to do is keep his head down and make some friends. But what Phil doesn't count on is accidentally making an enemy of the most popular boy at school; the sharp tongued and sarcastic Dan Howell. Dan is known to everyone at school, everyone fears the insults and quips that roll from his tongue like poison. He is the ringleader of the most popular group at school. But surrounded by all these people, does anyone really know Dan Howell?

21180 words. Okay hi everyone that is bothering to read the description! This is my first ever time of writing a Phanfic so I'm really sorry if it's crap and I make mistakes. I wanted to keep it simple for my first Phanfic it's mainly just based on other ordinary phanfics. I'll give you a little insight to the story. Dan is being bullied in school and Phil is a new student. You'll have to read to find out what happens! ANYWAY I've tried to keep this on the lowest rating so anyone can read it but wattpad keeps changing it to 13+ or something and it might go up, so i'll try my best to make it so you all can read I'll give you some warnings though and don't worry I'll always say at the start of the chapter if it includes something. Okay warnings: smut, suicide, self harm, violence, strong language and abuse. Remember to vote and comment your opinions good or bad as it really helps me out. Thanks a lot! Hope you enjoy reading byee & SORRY THIS PHANFIC WILL HAVE V SLOW UPDATES.

I've read a bunch of phan, so why not write one? Dan Howell's life couldn't be any better at the moment. He has met the most beautiful, charming, kind girl he could ever imagine, and she loves him back. Everything is perfect... but not for Phil. Phil Lester has always been in love with Dan since the first moment he first met him, but now Phil's heart is crushed. He has some suspicions of Dan's girlfriend, but Dan just brushes it off, ignoring Phil completely. Unfortunately, Phil's bad feelings may be true... Sexual content, self harm, language, and domestic abuse warning. Also, I'm American, so if I get anything wrong, please tell me. ••• Update: This is very old (not really that old) writing! It's cringy as hell, and I apologize in advance. I have fixed a few errors, so if it seems slightly different than it was before, that's why.

[COMPLETED] (This was written before Dan came out! I am in no way meaning to invalidate his sexuality, I love him to death!) Based on Dan's video, "Would you date THE REAL Dan?" but it takes a twist. Said video has since been deleted due to an user request to Tinder's app. Rest in peace, Would you date THE REAL Dan?, 2017-2017. Forever in our memories, but never quite taking it to our hearts. Best Ranking: #1 in #danielhowell Warning: Contains sexual content and some other graphic imagery. ©yuhsuga, 2017

♡ phil lester loves curly headed boys with tattoos on their arms and a joint made with torn bible pages between their soft lips. and dan howell was exactly that ♡ •─────────•°•♡•°•─────────• ╭──────༺♡༻──────╮ phan american high school au ╰──────༺♡༻──────╯ [this is on ao3 as well under username cherryheartz] ╒═══════✰° content warnings °✰═══════╛ sex, underage drinking and drug use, violence/bullying, vulgar language/gay slurs, homophobia, depression, suicide/self harm, abuse ⋆｡°✩ songs are recommended to listen to during each chapter ⋆｡°✩

this is my old writing, it's very bad. please click away to another one shot book, thank you and have a great day! * started: september 1, 2016 completed: april 12, 2017