A Story Untold

It's been a few years since grandfather died

I see him in my dreams

Nothing I can say to make everything disappear

Except for myself

Scars everywhere around my wrist

No blood yet

And I doubt there's going to be any blood

Voices in my head

Nothing I can do

To stop them

My mom thinks I'm crazy

My sisters think I'm not myself anymore

My brothers just tell me to kill myself time to time

The only thing going through my mind is

Y am I still here??

I wake up to supposely a happy family

So I just put a smile on my face

Like everything's ok

But I know everything's not

I say I'm fine but write it in script and look at it upsidedown it says help me but no one realizes it