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Serenity.

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inahopelessdream

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A story of an empty girl.
  Welcome to my brain. This  based off of my experience with a feeling like depersonalization. And what I hope never happens to me, even though I sometimes feel close to it.

The drawing for this cover was drawn by the lovely @WiFiLife713. Go check her out ^-^

  I'd love to know what y'all think about this. It's truly my first published work that tells part of my story. Did I scare you guys? Should I keep writing short pieces like this? Or more songfics? Let me know. My inspiration is brewing.
  
  And before I go, this is dedicated to three of the most important people in my life:
  To The Fiery Panda and Deya: Thanks for being my personal psychologists and being my awkward buddies.
  And to Meokii: Thanks for being my personal negotiator and shipper of all.

Erm I should go now before this becomes a speech (if it doesn't qualify as one already).
Baiii
~ inahopelessdreamAll Rights Reserved

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