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Blurred Faces

Pile_of_Darkness

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Parts 5
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Reads 69
Votes 6
Parts 5
Time 38m

Pile_of_Darkness

Mature

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Many words have been used to describe how people feel when you lose someone, but I have now realised that they are not even close to what it actually feels like. To have someone you love taken away from you by the cold hands of death.
What happens when you cannot escape pain or the reaches of death? How could you live on when all around you is pain and suffering?
Why does this all have to happen to me? How could you leave me all alone?All Rights Reserved

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