Scared. Scared of the fucking horrible things management makes up and the fucking lies they make. My name is Louis Tomlinson and I love my band-mate, Harry Styles. I've always showed it, but he's brushed it off as playing around, management is pissed about my "acting" around Harry. They even give me a fucking girlfriend, Eleanor. Although she's nice and sweet, but she knows her job and about me. Sometimes she just gives me little pep talks to cheer me up. Nice of her. I wish Harry really knew that I loved him, and I just wish he'd just love me back.