Secrets and Struggles
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Last published Fri, Sep 6, 2013
Scared. Scared of the fucking horrible things management makes up and the fucking lies they make. My name is Louis Tomlinson and I love my band-mate, Harry Styles. I've always showed it, but he's brushed it off as playing around, management is pissed about my "acting" around Harry. They even give me a fucking girlfriend, Eleanor. Although she's nice and sweet, but she knows her job and about me. Sometimes she just gives me little pep talks to cheer me up. Nice of her. I wish Harry really knew that I loved him, and I just wish he'd just love me back.
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Hi my name is Louis Tomlinson,friends...well friend calls me Lou. Im 21 & my only friend is a girl called Katie!we have been friends since i can remember!She helps me with all my problems and i have A LOT of them! She is kind of like the mum i never had...At home there is me,my mum(Jay),my dad (mark),and my 4 sisters Lottie,fizzy,and the twins Daisy and Phoebe. We aren't the RICHEST family, we live in a small run down house in Doncaster.Home Life is the worst! My mum and dad always argue which leaves me to look after my younger siblings. Its hard telling them it will be alright when you know its not.its REALLY not! Anyway.... I work at a small Starbucks close to my house to support my family and help pay for food even though it doesn't pay much. At school I'm the nerd.... i get A's in every subject and I'm the teachers pet! And being a nerd isn't a good thing at school...i get bullied by a guy called Harry Styles and his punk best friends Liam,Niall and Zayn. Everyday i come home with cuts and bruises not that my mum or dad cares because they are too busy arguing or my dad is out getting drunk and my mum is locked away in her bedroom.There is a big secret that ive been keeping from them. Only Katie knows...... Im Gay........ This is a BOYXBOY fanfic. Don't like it Don't read it... nuff said
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