My Salvation // Jalex
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I was so sick of everything. My life was falling apart. The darkness surrounded me. Isolated me.
Until the light came to my life.
I'm Alex. This is the story of how I was saved from myself.
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This story might contain mention of self harm, depression thoughts of death and sexual relations. I'll put a warning whenever something related to this appears in a chapter.
Also this had really bad writing skills *laughs awkwardly *
I hope you enjoy!
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