Beyond Repair
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Last published Thu, Jun 28, 2018
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"I don't wanna do this anymore" I whisper
"What do you mean?" My mother asks worriedly
"I can't...take looking at myself in the mirror knowing what happened, I cant keep scrubbing my body and still feeling dirty, Mom!..." I let out a breath and continue
"I just can't take it anymore" I say feeling broken
She put a comforting hand on my arm "Look sweetie me and your dad will support you in what ever decisions you make"
I put my head on her lap and sob myself to sleep listening to her comforting words.
I've had enough of life and I can't take it anymore.
I feel like no one understands me, I feel like no one knows the pain I've been through, the pain I'm still in and it's getting harder to breath everyday
I feel suffocated in my own skin as if I'm drowning and there's no way to re-surface up to get air.
Thinking it would be a good idea my parents have me move in with a old friend who happens to be related to the schools "Golden Boy" Landon
***
Archer west is a arrogant, cocky,manipulative, Wont take No for an answer bad boy, he gets whatever he wants and who ever he wants because well...he's pure bliss
you're probably wondering "why's she telling me this...?"
well let me just say our bad boy archer takes an interest in sweet little ivy
Will he break down her walls ? , or will she just push him
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