why was I born (ikon hanbin edition)

In this world, nothing is good, we have negativity floating around us and never leaving. my life is nothing important, so your time isn't of much use now, but I guess people like to see my pathetic life to amuse themselves, right? its okay, I've always been the attention for the wrong stuff and hidden for the rest, I always thought I was brought in this world to be the punching bag for others. My parents, well I'm sorry towards them, I'm not the perfect child and their cold hatred stares shows that they despise my ever existence, everything is my fault because I was no good, so you could say this was a way that life has returned things back to me.