2AM and OPM Songs
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Ongoing, First published Aug 14, 2016
I became invulnerable. I do not get hurt anymore. I do not get insulted. I can handle tough things now, you see? I did not cry. Letting my tears fall means I am weak... means I should not be here... means I lost. I was glad I stood up and look into straight back into your eyes. I am glad, really... or so I thought.

I saw it. The undeniable anger in your eyes... I saw it, and almost trembled. I got scared, big time. But I did not surrender... I did not even blinked an eye. I thought I did it right... but then I saw you sleeping soundly... and I hoped I fought back. I hoped I at least said something terrible.

Look, I am sorry you're tired. I'm sorry you feel sick. I am sorry you have to sleep on a different bed. I'm sorry I was not nice. I am sorry I could not be at least near perfection. I am sorry I can not be your medicine. I am sorry I could not ease your pain. I am sorry I am not your I-already-see-her-I-am-now-fine.  I really am sorry, but listen... I am sorry NOT for you. I am very very sorry for myself.

I appreciate you, really.I could not count all the stuffs I am thankful for. There's a lot, to be honest. I hope you could also appreciate me... or at least see me.

Love,
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