Dear Diary
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Last published Mon, Aug 15, 2016
Dear Diary,
today marks the last week of summer break with nothing to do and no one to see. There's only one person I can think of to call a "friend" right now. Over the whole summer I just saw familiar faces but no one special. No one in my life that I can truly trust, other than you. You can bare my pain, hate, confusions, and love. You can relieve some of the burden of my life off my shoulders. You are a god like figure in my eyes but your also the devil. There's not one thing you don't know about me. I know who you are, you know who I am. So, Dear Diary, do create or destroy who I am in society? You know about my past. You know what I've seen. You know who I am as a person. Reviewing my life over and over again doesn't change what I've done in the past, but let's go again. Let's have one final look about my past my old friend before it all ends.
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