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Bitter Swirl

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Reads 52
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Parts 5
Time 18m

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*Trigger Warning the following story contains some bad language, some rated r moments, rape, death, drug use, suicide attempt and loss*

Onyx Lyndelle has always been a regular girl-nothing different or exciting about her except for the peculiar name her parents gave her. Her mother and father divorced when she was seven. Her father soon remarried, and she has only visited him a few times since. Two months before Christmas, Nyx and her mom get into a terrible crash. Trapped in the totaled car for what feels like forever, a barely conscious Nyx now wonders two things: is her mom dead, and where is that excruciating pain in her leg coming from? Read to find out in this story of love, change, acceptance, loss, struggles, and nostalgia.All Rights Reserved

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