sex + drugs = LOVE?

Hi im Nicole Esteban im 21 years old. im a single mom. callcenter agent, nakatira ako sa bahay ng lola ko and technicaly its like living alone parin. Since my lola lives in the US and normally i live with my 2 other cousins but as of this time nasa states nadin si kuya at australia naman si ate. we have borders to help me pay the bills. since my lola's house is way too big for me with 7 bedrooms. my mom works abroad and she have her own family na with my sister whos unfortunatley younger than my daughter. my daughters name is karen. 4 yrs old na sya ngayon. and napaka kulit.

so i wrote this book maybe to insipire to learn love and fear. dont ask me bakit fear? without it you will try almost everything. without knowing if it could break you or make you.

its about me finding love in the most hopeless place on earth in the most unexpected way and time. how it changes me and a whole new world na hindi ko alam na nag eexsist. it doest ring a bell kung naririnig mo lang sya .. sindikato, gun for hire, striker pusher user and the lords and how great they were in establishing it. Once your in. you'll never get out. you kill or be killed. i know this cause im living with it everyday of my life.

wait for my story to reach that point its gonna be one hell of a ride

like what i always say "learn from my mistakes" :) enjoy