Chasing Suicide (BXB)
BeyondMyBirthday
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  • Reads 368,165
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  • Parts 19
  • Time 2h 30m
BeyondMyBirthday
Complete, First published Apr 04, 2012
Mature
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Jude's life goal was to make people happy. People...or a person. Anyone really. He valued happiness more than anything and wanted to be able to share that if it meant possibly making someone else happy. 

He finally got his chance, but with Aster, the unsocial 17 year old that everyone else thought wasn't worth their time, or time in general.
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It Takes Two | ✓

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