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I'M FINE

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Parts 20
Time 56m

Addict_with_a_pen28

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Alex is your typical girl. She's beautiful. She's smart. She's confident. But she's kind of a loan wolf. She has almost every boy falling for her. But she declines every single one. She's gay. That's why. But no one knows but her family. But they still love her.
 
Bristin is not so typical. She wears long sleeves. She smiles to hide all the pain. She has abusive parents. She is bullied at school.  But she has a blade to make up for her friends. Oh did I mention she is also gay?

Bristin and Alex go to the same school. They never noticed until someone started picking on Bristin. Alex saves her. When thier eyes met they both thought at the same time"wow she's beautiful."

A/N: I'm gay as shitAll Rights Reserved

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