Drowning Sucks
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Last published Wed, Aug 17, 2016
Anais Nin once said, "Anxiety is love's greatest killer. It makes others feel as you might when a drowning man holds you. You want to save him, but you know he will strangle you with his panic."
My name is Summer, the only girl in town with light orange hair and eyes as green as the ocean I surf every single day.
Anxiety is love's greatest killer. It makes you indecisive, it makes you second think whether or not you want to spend the rest of your life with him/her.
In a way, drowning is also love's greatest killer. In some circumstances, of course, the love never dies. But it's a major setback.
I fell in love, which was my biggest mistake. But, was I so deeply infatuated that I let myself sink to many feet under?
Warning: MATURE LANGUAGE
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