My recovery Journey

*Trigger Warning*

A lot of people believe that if someone overdoses, they want to kill themselves. That wasnt my intention. I wanted to block out the pain, to numb it out. But my once experienced mind turned into mush and I almost did end up dead. As I begin to write this I am laying in a hospital bed with an IV stuck in my arm. I've come to a realisation. That feeling numb for a short period of time makes you feel worse in the long run. Because when that feeling ends, the wave of nausea hits you. You feel desperate, worthless and it's horrible. So I'm striving to be a better person and get my act together. Join me on my road to recovery.