"But did you see that girl last night, when we went to the movies? The one in front of us, her lip was pierced, hair bright purple? You couldn't ever pull that off, you're not pretty enough. I still love you anyway." "Do it again, I dare you. She was never your best friend, she never loved you like I do. If I catch you even looking her way, I'll leave you." "10.. 9... 8.. 7... If you don't answer me before I get to the number one you're going to be all alone 6.. 5..." This is little to nothing of what April heard everyday for a year and a half of her life, being degraded by the sworn to be, love of her life, Jax. Not a day went by where she wasn't reminded of her little worth, but she loved him none the less. It's twisted, it's cruel, but that's what love is all about, right?