Does anyone ever think about death? After all, it is the only certain part of our lives. We are not even guaranteed to be born. The only certain thing is death. Except it is very seldom talked about. The subject is avoided like the plague. Has no one ever stopped to consider why that is? Doesn’t anyone think it strange? Meet me. A seventeen year old nobody who has met death too many times in her lifetime to ignore it completely. I am Belladonna Eva MacAllister, and welcome to my diary. The Lives, Loves and Deaths of the MacAllisters.