sucker for pain (boy x boy) (2D x murdoc)

it wasn't natrual, i knew i was a dick to him.
but for him to go as far as hurting himself, he mustv'e been a nut!

this is all my fault.
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'is self harm really a good idea?' 2d asked himself.
two weeks ago murdoc had put him into hospital, but when 2d got out he seemed, depressed. just a moment ago from now he had read about people u8sing self harm to mask themselves.

but just when he finishes doing it the first few times, it becomes addictive. along with the self hate for loving another male that possibly didn't like him back.

what'll happen when murdoc finds out?

will 2d ever be ok again?
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rated: T(self harm, alchaholism, drug mentions, depression.)

appropriate for 15+

mature
a little 1 person smut
and possibly 2 person smut