Diary Of a #Loser
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I really don't know how to introduce myself except for the fact that i'm psychologically unstable and a bit schizophrenic. People think i'm a popular loved person whereas i'm just an antisocial bundle of hate. I would do ANYTHING to get my letter to hogwarts and to escape from these insecurities of life. I like socks. And reading. I like doing trigonometry for fun. I support the syrian government. #BasharForLife
I like my nails clipped but I'm too lazy to clip them. The biggest achievement in my life is to have 221 likes on my profile picture on facebook. I am that person who sends nasty confessions about myself just to get noticed, that person who asks people nasty things on ask.fm just to feel good about themselves. I am that type of a person who is ugly as fuck but comments on every person's physical attributes and then defend them when someone else says anything about them because it's wrong! I am that person who bullies my sister everyday mentally and physically feeling like it's the normallest thing in the world but gets all offended when someone even tries to make fun of me.
I am , what do you call it, a loser. And this is my story.
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