Down The Rabbit Hole

Have you ever had a nightmare where you're the monster?
I have.
Many, many times. Far too often for my liking, really.
But now my nightmares and my actual life are seeping together, blood from those I've lost blurring the line I used to rely on.
And now?
I'm drowning trying to find it.
I've decided to go searching for others who have this issue.
I'll do whatever I need to, to find out how to put a end to this.
Even if it means going down the rabbit hole.