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Thoughts of a Girl Figuring Things Out

xHopelessRomanticsXx

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Reads 30
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xHopelessRomanticsXx

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fears figureitout over-thinking thoughts

This is just me thinking for once, you don't have to read it. Or understand it. It's really just me writing what can't be said. Do what you want with this. But no matter what I'm gonna keep writing. I'm just here to escape, maybe you can escape whatever you're going through by reading this, maybe not. None if this is changed, none of this is made up, and none of this is thought out very clearly, its just writing.All Rights Reserved

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