We Murder So That We May Come Back
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Last published Sat, Aug 27, 2016
Cameron Chevalier is just one kid who is trying to swim to prevent himself to drown. The need to prove himself is dire, the want to satisfy himself is fading.
Being apart of the drug game in the little town of Cresthill on Australia's East Coast is the only living he has, until he meets a boy who's desperate to break him out before he turns down the wrong road. But Cameron, who later comes to terms with the fact that his mental state is deteriorating, is convinced its too late.
He lives with little rules, no morals, and a mother with many regrets - her son being one.
*This is a story includes subjects such as: Mental illness; (Depression, psychosis, schizophrenia) Self harm, Suicide, LGBT, Religion, Drug use, Murder, Rape, Relationships and Dysfunctional families. Anything that characters say or do don't reflect back on my views. This is set for mature audiences for a reason.*
First chapter published on the 21st of August 2016
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