You see -- Josh was the first guy I ever dated. I was the first guy he ever dated. We dated for a while but we were not ready for it. Josh and his world had a lot of rules because he was an actor whose fame was getting higher and higher. And in the beginning, I didn’t mind. Being his secret boyfriend and living this fantasy I had dreamed for lot of years made me feel complete. Then things started to get complicated. And then I met Liam.All Rights Reserved